Results are out...

but not the consequences..

I expected it all... but still sticked on. That was my nature. but not any more. I could see no point still pinning deep. and that isn't the purpose of me being here.

Nashi.. this time silas is wrong.. Pain is not good. It was more than the worst times i ever have had. but I am not even able to taste that tingle in this pain. It is flat. It is tasteless.

Many have asked me the difficult questions.. still i could answer them not thinking twice. and so you say i am tough. But this time, I was dying to take this decision. Shall i be myself being selfish and stone-like? or do i need to pay the price back and compromise?

Will i be able to stand if i make the second choice? Can i fight with myself which i always found harder than fighting with any else?