Monday, December 24, 2007

The Postponed Posts

Many things to share and today I set myself to write them all in short.

1. I was struggling to continue the story for sst4 and realized, story writing is not as easy as I thought when I started it. The problem is to create the problem or actually to kick the existing one. I am not feeling the strength in the plot. So, for the time being, I give up.

2. Few days back, I met my first intermediate classmate in quite an unexpected way while she was making a scene fighting with her boy friend in the middle of the road. I was shocked to see her. She became beautiful but is using the same foul language she once used to do. Unfortunately, I had have to drop her at her place that night for her father's request. So I joined both of them, the girl and her boy friend in the auto. Two are giving their own stories, occasionally abusing each other. Till that time, I was thinking that guy is a body guard, but then I understood he is not. At a point, I thought, forgetting there is no GOD, "God, Why am I chosen to hear all this in the name of love?" That painful and coincidental meeting ended at 11.00PM. Though we exchanged our numbers, I never called her again. I know, I must not.

3. "Mantra" was released for which Pradeep is one fortieth producer. Many of my colleagues and friends watched the movie but I couldn't (Ref. 5) . They say, it is good. Pradeep is happy to see his money back if not profit.

4. Sometimes, everything looks terrifically good though its not really and sometimes, when we imagine, that end of life has come, it sprouts up with beautiful things.

5. I imagine too much and hurt people for no reason. When KC was asking me about the test programs in hurry, I felt he was saying, "You, irresponsible brat, here I am, with so many issues and you. You don't even finish yours and ready for movie." He didn't say all this, he just asked me where my code base was and said he could manage this himself. I only imagined and suddenly canceled my movie plan. When KC got to know I wasn't going, he understood, it was because of him and asked me to go. But I was so stubborn and wanted to hurt him. I was psychic. I thought, he gets hurt, if I don't go. Successful venge.

6. I met my school friend Praveen, who tortured me with all the nicknames and made fun of my skin color. He has changed a lot. He is so big and still boasting of himself. Recalled our school days and classmates whom I almost forgot. I want to get back to my childhood if only I will be joined in some other school away from these Praveens and his fellows. I hate my school except for very few things.

7. Ananth had left. In the informal farewell meeting, he talked about everyone. For me, he mentioned how he took my interview and how and why I was rejected and was in again later. He mentioned about my blog and says it is a neat idea to keep a diary. I think, from now on, I should be careful while writing. Though I am not close to this person, I will miss him teasing me.

8. Lakshmi, who is new to the that place, says pointing to Glory, "She doesn't have her mother. Her mother has gone mad". Soumy and me not knowing how to stop this girl to say anything more stared at each other. But immediately Glory gave her a tight slap with a frightening roar. I was surprised for Glory can take care of herself this well at the age of 3. I think, the feeling they let us born itself is great and we are grateful for that. I missed my mother.

Wednesday, December 05, 2007

Zindagi migzara

Title courtesy: The Kite Runner.