5th December, 2004, Bangalore.
Sashi is not able to concentrate on his work after two days of leave. He did not get a minute for himself as he is unconsciously thinking of Pranathi all the time. All things like brushing, bathing are done with his mind absent. He is getting more and more tensed everyday as Pranathi’s parents are trying to get her married and even in Sashi’s house, there is very least possibility, he could confess about his love and ask them for help. His father even suspected Sashi when he had gone home last time for he was always stuck to his mobile and really spent very very less time with his parents.
He is worried for he has to act fast. Otherwise he may have to pay the price of forgetting his beloved and marry someone his parents will decide. The thought of getting apart from Pranathi brought tears into his eyes. He thought, he is not supposed to weep as he was told all the time that girls will only do wet their cheeks. He wanted to go back to everybody who told him so and give that glare which his father would give him every time he lies. He starts thinking profoundly about equality for rights of emotion. After spending considerable time, he laughs at himself and again he is down.
When he gets back to his room from Office, he is on phone with his sweetheart talking about nice weather in the city and she explaining about those black-white-yellowish birds in the garden. She says that she is afraid of those birds, though they look very beautiful because she suspects that these birds listen to everything she talks with him and one day they would blackmail her for a high ransom and would unfold all her secrets to her father,if she can’t pay them well. Sashi laughs listening to her story, not knowing that his father has been trying to call him from half-an-hour without a pause.
Author's Note: I am not any psycho but want to make this story as complex as possible and get them out of troubles when it will be expected to be impossible. Experienced and imaginary ideas of love problems are welcome.
Sashi is not able to concentrate on his work after two days of leave. He did not get a minute for himself as he is unconsciously thinking of Pranathi all the time. All things like brushing, bathing are done with his mind absent. He is getting more and more tensed everyday as Pranathi’s parents are trying to get her married and even in Sashi’s house, there is very least possibility, he could confess about his love and ask them for help. His father even suspected Sashi when he had gone home last time for he was always stuck to his mobile and really spent very very less time with his parents.
He is worried for he has to act fast. Otherwise he may have to pay the price of forgetting his beloved and marry someone his parents will decide. The thought of getting apart from Pranathi brought tears into his eyes. He thought, he is not supposed to weep as he was told all the time that girls will only do wet their cheeks. He wanted to go back to everybody who told him so and give that glare which his father would give him every time he lies. He starts thinking profoundly about equality for rights of emotion. After spending considerable time, he laughs at himself and again he is down.
When he gets back to his room from Office, he is on phone with his sweetheart talking about nice weather in the city and she explaining about those black-white-yellowish birds in the garden. She says that she is afraid of those birds, though they look very beautiful because she suspects that these birds listen to everything she talks with him and one day they would blackmail her for a high ransom and would unfold all her secrets to her father,if she can’t pay them well. Sashi laughs listening to her story, not knowing that his father has been trying to call him from half-an-hour without a pause.
Author's Note: I am not any psycho but want to make this story as complex as possible and get them out of troubles when it will be expected to be impossible. Experienced and imaginary ideas of love problems are welcome.
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Well, Shashi starts feeling the pressure more and more. All possibilities and impossibilities get magnified in his brain thus feeding his thought process ever so continuously with no time to love or to acknowledge the love. Basic questions start to creep up - which he never thought existed when he started courting her. Atlast he asks himself this question - why all this at all !! Using his remarkable ingenuity, he bulldozes the question. But wait, his thought process is not giving up. Answer this, it says, "is it right ?". Shashi knows he is cornered. He cant answer this because he simply doesnt know. But he reasons - what is right and what is not is more a philosophical question than a practical one. Well, Shashi tastes victory again !! But it doesnt seem to be the end of his woes. Naturally and quite calmly, in its own way, it jumps back and asks in a familiar tone - why all this at all !! Shashi is tired now. He could have answered a million new questions but not one old question a million times. Of all the time she had, that most affable Pranitha, chose this particular moment to call him and describe to him her fears about those yellowish whitish blackish ones and some new ishes that have joined recently to conspire against her, not in an attempt to blackmail her, but having raised the stakes, now plan to kidnap her. Years later, Pranitha would describe this moment as the turning point in their relationship, for they decided to just turn away from each other.
And they lived happily ever after. T.H.E.E.N.D.
Snort's Note : He He Heee ... you asked for it - experienced and imaginary ideas :D
Love hurts? Is it? Isn’t it? Confused!!! Really. I’m trying to get myself out of feelings. Surely feelings are the worst things for me. I wonder is it necessary for us to have feelings. Sometimes I want myself to be without any feelings. Many times unexpected happens, you find a person who cares for you a lot in the beginning, and you get confused and think that you love that person and as the time goes by, same unexpected happens, you start to too lonely though you are with your loved ones and it starts to feel like love isn’t anymore love and was just a pass time. You just can’t figure out whether your love is true or not or you are not the right choice for the person whom you love or even when things force your lover to get married to some one else. In all these cases, it happens that we doesn’t think about our pain or the sacrifice we make, but it revolves around the people whom we love. We are just concerned about their happiness and the main thing is that they shouldn’t be sad at any cause and they shouldn’t miss us. Why does every lover think in the same way, though gets hurt to a maximum. Things go worst when the person whom we love start behaving as if we are cheating them, and when they fail to understand our sacrifice to them. It hurts us more. At the first place we shouldn’t have fell in love itself. But love comes without our permission. It just happens. May be the person in love find a few sweet memories that will keep him alive all through his life, I’m sure he’d have received torture for nine lives. It seems a joke to everyone. But everyone has undergone such pain once or the other instant.
@ anonymous (1)
Ur istory is good but you sound too cynical.
@ anonymous (2)
first thing first, love NEVER hurts, sometimes lovers do. when you know (clearly) what you actually confused with is not love then the best thing to do ever will be gettin out of it. Thinking, easy said than done??? mite be, but there is no meaning in continuing when u knw, wut u are doin is jst passin time.
when you love someone dil se, I bet you cant even think of hurting them, thats the magic of love.
And I understand, it hurts like hell when they think, you are cheating but when u love truly, some or the other day they'll realize your sacrifices too. In love, nothing goes in vain.
Years later, Pranathi would describe this moment as the turning point in their relationship, for they decided to just turn away from each other. And years later, how he is feeling bad for not able to answer such a simple question and now he thought, there is no meaning in brooding, he cant change things, its all over. Amidst of his life-to-death thoughts he hear a sudden banging on his door. It was from his another-room mate, he slept so unconsciously that his neighbor-room-mate had to continously bang on the door to wake him up. He then informs Shashi to make a call to his parents as they phoned to his mobile, asking why Shashi was not lifting his phone. Shashi realizes he slept badly with his tensions and it was only his dream and sighs-off with relief knowing he and pranathi are still together. He then checks his mobile for mis calls (29 from Home) and after checking time he understands, his parents phoned him even while he was talking to pranathi. He quickly washs his face with cold water and phones his dad. He plans 100 reasons to say, as to why he cudnt call back or took their call but when he hear dull voice of his mother, he genuinely reply that he was tired and soon felt asleep in his study chair, which, his mother, don’t believe. He then promises to his parents that he’ll take their call on first ring unless and until he is in rest room during which he'll take the call on 2nd or 3rd ring and hangs-off the call, laughing at himself as this is what he does when he gets a call from pranathi.
well ... it was a good idea to bring the story back to the track. Afterall, we want something to keep going, i guess.
- chaitanya.
PS : Well, Tulasi, you can include my story. No rights reserved :D
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